Wow! I can't believe that I hadn't blogged since Tax Day in the USA. I apologize. It has been so long, I feel like I have to test the equipment. (**Blow, Blow**) Is this thing on?I think that I may be able to get back into blogging - or at least improving the every 8 months thing I got going now. My internet situation has changed for the better. That was the big thing.
I will refrain from going into the NEWS FLASH right off the bat. However, I will touch on at least a little that has been going on. Per my previous post, Andrea and I are still "together". I quote together, because we seldom are. Logistics are hell. It is more complicated than anyone can imagine. And to protect her privacy, I will not go into detail about it. Let's just say it is difficult. I do want to squelch the idea that there is anything inappropriate going on with the logistics - just so your imagination doesn't run away with you.
Anyway, we are working on improving the logistics (I know that I am using the word "logistics" way too much, but let's see you find a synonym for it). Sometimes it seems hopeless and that is the hard part. I have to admit that the approaching holidays doesn't make it easier to bear. For those of you that haven't kept up with this blog, or care to just look back, the holidays have been particularly tough on me since my divorce over two years ago. Facing this season may be as tough because everything I have been dreaming and hoping for is right there in my life - just not in my reach. Even harder is the thought that I don't believe it HAS to be that way. However, she does for now. I have to accept that. It is her logistics, not mine and that makes her more of an expert on them. Still, it is tough.
To the naked eye, it is impossible to see signs of hope. So, with that, please excuse me while I play Sherlock Holmes and grab my magnifying glass and look for signs of logistics improvement.
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